She shook her head, squeezing his hands in her in a death grip as if that would make it better. She hated feeling so bitter about everything and that was where the problem lied.

"I c-can't..." she gasped again, trying to speak through sobs, "I can't... I can't do anything about what's been done. I lost years of my life and for what? It all ended up at a dead end anyway. I was stupid and used and... no one hardly knows I exist."