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Quinn had spent some time at Francis' place already now, so she easily made herself at home again when she was brought back over. She knew at some point he was going to ask for her help. She knew that whatever was going on in his head, it wasn't stable enough and it wasn't that easy to work with. She hoped that she could help him out and make everything settle more firmly into place. She couldn't promise that it would work though. They could only work on it and see how it went.
She had, of course, immediately flopped herself down on his couch, arm across the back of the couch like she owned the place. She loved this apartment. It was chic and gorgeous and airy and had an amazing view. Darcy's place was boring and boring and really fucking boring. Maybe Quinn was simply bored, but it was easier to blame it on her sister.
"How do you want to do this, sunshine?" she asked from where she was sitting, head back.
She had, of course, immediately flopped herself down on his couch, arm across the back of the couch like she owned the place. She loved this apartment. It was chic and gorgeous and airy and had an amazing view. Darcy's place was boring and boring and really fucking boring. Maybe Quinn was simply bored, but it was easier to blame it on her sister.
"How do you want to do this, sunshine?" she asked from where she was sitting, head back.
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Date: 2012-09-01 07:44 pm (UTC)Enough for one day, he eventually conveyed. His head was pounding, but he didn't mind. If he was going to compare it to anything, it was like the way muscles could ache after a really thorough massage.
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Date: 2012-09-01 07:51 pm (UTC)"Can I get you anything?" she asked.
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Date: 2012-09-01 07:57 pm (UTC)Quinn patted his leg and got up. Having helped him put things away she knew where everything was and grabbed a glass of water and a couple pills. Instead of sitting beside him like she had before, Quinn crouched in front of him holding the glass and pills in one hand and tentatively reached out to brush her hand through his hair. "You okay?"
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Date: 2012-09-01 08:03 pm (UTC)He pushed himself up a bit to swallow a couple of pills and wash them down with a few deeps gulps of water, after which he slumped back down again. "I'm just gonna lie here for a bit."
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Date: 2012-09-01 08:20 pm (UTC)"Okay," she murmured, standing up and going to stare out the window for a minute. She had a headache herself now that she thought about it. Quinn folded her arms over her chest, feeling a weight on her shoulders that she hadn't noticed before. She was trying her best to ignore it.
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Date: 2012-09-01 08:25 pm (UTC)An hour or so later he felt better, good enough to rejoin the world of the living, so to speak. He gingerly pushed himself up on his elbows, looking around. Where was Quinn? Was she still there?
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Date: 2012-09-01 08:29 pm (UTC)So, that was where he'd find her. Just as vacant as before.
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Date: 2012-09-01 08:32 pm (UTC)"Hey." He leaned against the doorpost, facing her way. "How are you feeling?"
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Date: 2012-09-01 08:35 pm (UTC)"Fine," she managed, looking back at where the voice was coming from, "you?"
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Date: 2012-09-01 08:39 pm (UTC)"Infinitely better," he said. "I'm about five second away from giving you a hug." Though right now he wasn't sure if that would be welcome or not. So he held back, watching her and trying get a sense of where she was, her state of mind. She was not fine.
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Date: 2012-09-01 08:40 pm (UTC)no subject
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Date: 2012-09-01 08:49 pm (UTC)That was the understatement of the year. There was plenty to say about it. She was lost and she felt hopeless and she didn't know where she fit in anymore and she wished she could have simply disappeared instead.
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Date: 2012-09-01 08:52 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2012-09-01 08:55 pm (UTC)"No," she said, answering faster than she meant to, "No, I... no. I don't like being alone much."
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Date: 2012-09-01 09:05 pm (UTC)Quinn wiped her eyes as discretely as she could, the tears pooling there and threatening to fall. She didn't want that. She wasn't the weak girl that had a crappy life and bad things happen. She didn't let herself.
"Thanks," she murmured.
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Date: 2012-09-01 09:08 pm (UTC)no subject
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Date: 2012-09-01 09:15 pm (UTC)He didn't know how to help her, though he felt like he should. Following an impulse, he leaned to the side a bit and rested his head lightly against her thigh. "Thank you," he said quietly. No hug, but at least a show of gratitude. She deserved that at the very least.
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Date: 2012-09-01 09:20 pm (UTC)Quinn waited a second before reaching out and again, brushing her hand gently over his hair, "you're welcome." God, she did not get sentimental! She didn't. She couldn't. She didn't want to. It was weird and hard and it made her feel and she didn't like feeling.
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Date: 2012-09-01 09:22 pm (UTC)Again the silence fell as he waited and hoped that she would start talking. She seemed to need it.
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Date: 2012-09-01 09:27 pm (UTC)Quinn rolled her head back as if that would stop the tears from falling, trying to find some way to combat gravity, but it wasn't easy and she hated herself for feeling this way.
"You know that when you get back to being yourself that you want to continue working?" she asked. Maybe she could ease into it.
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